How are you all doing so far?

We're more than halfway through and I haven't heard much from a few of you. How are you guys doing? Good? Bad? Okay?

I still have three more pounds to go and I'm hoping the scale will tell me good news in the morning. We'll see.

Starting weight: 121
Current weight: 119
Goal weight: 115

well i gained weight to 139.5 on may 28 but i did weigh myself this morning and i was down to 136....so im hoping to get to 131 or 132 the least by the end of this challenge

Ugh. I've been doing absolutely horrible. In fact, I think I've probably gained some weight. First I had an emotional few last days of my choir class, we're like family and I know I'll never see a lot of them again. Then it was graduation, and then day after that my grandma's funeral. Then yesterday we left on vacay to Cali. And I think everyone knows that no one ever eats healthy while driving in a car for two days. I haven't been able to check the scales, I have been kind of worries, actually. I'm hoping to get a lot of exercise this week though, between walking and playing at the beach to hiking. Wish me luck, loves!! <3

I'm doing awesome!!

Starting weight: 92 i think
Current weight: 88!!
Goal weight: 87 for the challenge, 85 overall

i'm so close! im doing a full fast on monday, except for negative calories fruits + veggies like celery and carrots, and on sunday ill restrict a LOT and hopefully, i'll lose those last 2 pounds!

I was doing well for a while, but then this weekend was a disaster food-wise. The weekends always are. Ah well, time to hit the gym and at least do 300 calories on the elliptical, then take my dog for a good walk to burn another 100 calories.

I don't know how long I can really sustain this, though. Every weekend is a forced return to "healthy" eating and I spend days at a time with my boyfriend, so I can't really make up lies to him and told him I already ate or whatever. Plus he belongs to some posh gym that doesn't allow visitors to work out there, so I can never exercise on weekends either. So every Monday it's such a tough fight to get back the control that I'll lose again by Friday night.

Plus I'm super busy finishing up my class and prepping for the final exam, writing my personal statement for med school, jumping through all these hoops to be a special type of camp counselor, and asking for tons of letters of rec. I think I'm going to have to make myself stay off the blogs until I get all that stuff done with.

I understand Karson. meh.

I don't know how long I can handle this. I want to stop but now I don't know how. Starvation leads to bingeing, bingeing leads to purging, add obsessive exercising and you've got me- a complete mess. Right now, my main concern is getting rid of Mia because she's by far harming my body the most. My heart has been hurting a lot and it's freaking me out.

I've been eating quite normally the past few days. Actually, I've eaten a lot but I've been throwing up at least a few times a day. Apparently I weigh 118 so only two pounds off from my goal weight, but I don't believe the scale. It must be from throwing up all the fluids too.

I'm not going to even going to try to stop Ana right now. I can't even control mia sooo I'm thinking I'm going to go ahead with the three day fast starting thursday.

How are the rest of you doing??? Some girls who started this gave up, I think, or they're trying to get better (which I'm totally for).

I'm two pounds to my five-pound goal. I think.

I made some progress on my long list of things I have to do, so I'm rewarding myself with some blog time

I'm working hard this week to hit 113 by Friday so I look better in a bikini this weekend.

Ok, I'm going to vent a little; I keep seeing girls on Thoughts saying things like, "This is my first day being Ana/Mia, what do I do?" I always want to comment, "Drink water, exercise in moderation, enjoy food in moderation, and love who you are." I wish I wasn't this way. I have so many other things going for me; I'm going to med school, for chrissakes, and I still feel like my weight and appearance are the key factors in my self worth and happiness. The thing is, EDs are forever. They seriously never. go. away. I will never have a 100% healthy attitude towards food, and that sucks. I don't wish that on anyone.

For you girls that DO have EDs, I'm here for you, I care about you, and I hope you achieve your goals with ease.

i'm doing pretty good.
been eating quite healthy although i've been having more binges then normally lately which is frustrating and makes me feel super guilty which i hate.
i did the best i've done in ages today.
didn't have anything but i diet coke all day and it's now 5pm but i have to eat dinner with the family which will be vegetable stir-fry (i'm cooking so i'm making it as healthy as possible). i also went for about a 30 minute run which is pretty short but i didnt have much energy. i then did some exercises at home so i'm feeling pretty good about today
i hope to fast from friday to monday afternoon because my parents are away.
but i doubt it though cause my sister is home and she eats like a pig but still manages to be incredibly skinny and is bound to tempt me with some fatty food.
oh well, i will try my hardest and work out heaps.
keep up girls

i agree, it really sucks to be this way.
what i would give to be skinny.
i can't imagine how much easier life would be for me if i just had a fast metabolism.

i used to be very skinny and now i think people look at me and think that i've gotten over anorexia - but that's not the case.
i still look at food the same way and feel guilty when i eat like i did.
i'm just not skinny.