What motivates you?

We all want to be more thin, but I was wondering what you keep in your mind that motivates you to not give in?

For me, I think of the friends I made while living in Europe last year, who are visiting me the end of June. Last time they saw me, specifically my friend from The Netherlands, I was 145 pds. That's the most I've EVER weighed. Right now I weigh 25 pounds less and I think of their reactions when they'll see me at 30 pounds less (all the more dramatic, right?).

I also think of wearing that little black bridesmaid dress in my sister's wedding this summer. I want to be the thin one, not the one everyone pities.

What about you?

same about friends...i kno im seeing someone in june and i want to look good and in general i really want to wear cute clothes but whenever i try something on it just doesnt look right...i want to look cute in summer clothes

My iPod Touch has a "notes" app where you can quickly jot things down. I started my list of personal reasons to be thin, I put down dates of occasions on which I'll have to be walking around in a bikini all day, etc. It's a little long, so I think I'll post it on Thoughts later tonight.

Have a skinny day, everyone!